The Perfect Man....

Last night I decided to watch a movie called The Pefect Man... This movie was about a single mom who is dating and when her "relationship" with the men goes bad, she packs up all her stuff, and her kids, and moves them to some other town to start over. She runs away instead of facing what's going on in her life... I actually learned a lot about myself from this movie. I learned that, like the mom I'm scared. Scared of being hurt. Scared of putting my heart out there. Scared of being let down. Scared of letting someone know all my secrets again. Scared of letting someone else down. Scared of not being good enough for someone else... I realized that I need to trust God with all of these things. But, what does that even look like? How do I do that? How do I get to where I trust Him completely? When I get there, how do I stay that way? Then, I realize I need to stop trying and just Be. Stop worrying about what if or how, and just let the Lord work. So that's what I'm going to do.......... Let God work.